Sometimes I’m like where is the love of my life? Why haven’t I met her yet? And then I realize that I’m probably not ready for her. I’m too young right now. So this time that I do have on my own, I’m growing into a better person. I’m evolving into a person who is ready for something serious. Because I know that now isn’t the right time. I am still changing and I am not the person I was yesterday. And I know I won’t be the same person tomorrow. I just hope that someday, I’ll finally turn into someone who deserves her. But right now I kind of want to be a kid, and make mistakes, and figure everything out. Because if I met the love of my life today, I wouldn’t be ready. We would be meeting at the wrong time. But I have a feeling that she will get here just as soon as we are both ready. And once I meet her I’ll wonder how I ever spent a single day without her. I really believe that everything happens for a reason and at the exact right time. I will get to her just as soon as we’re ready for each other.
